For Hannah

I've just learned that a good online friend of mine, Hannah, AKA / has passed away in her sleep, either because of seizer or a heart attack, according to her friend .

I knew Hannah wasn't really in the best of health, since she apparently had lung cancer, but it still hit me hard none of the less. I kept thinking it couldn't be her. It can't be her.

and then, when I forced myself out of the stage of indenial, four words repeated themselves over and over again in my head; "Why her...?! Why now....!?"

Hannah, I know you probably won't see this, but I just wanna say that you are missed, and will always be missed, and not just by me. By everyone that you've ever known, especially your friends.

Honestly, if I could go back, I would've told you what you meant to me before you left. We never knew each other in real life, but that doesn't change the fact that I'm crying for you.

I'm crying even as I type this. I can't stop, either.

I'm going to post this on both accounts, and when I get my computer back, I will make tribute art on both accounts for her.

Special thanks to for the advise and support, even though he has his own problems he's dealing with right now. So, thanks, Niels. You're real great.

Anyways, that's the end of this journal. Hopefully it'll help me with the closure that's kinda needed.